The Collected Writings of Brian J. Mueller

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My Attention

My life is less
about any one thing
than it once was.

This realization comes, like so many,
in a moment of respite
alone and moving deliberately.

My mind always active and powerful.
What is noise, what is ego?
Is my awareness a curse?

I recognize big things as they are happening.
I notice seismic shifts
though it takes me time to articulate them.

How authentic is my awareness?
I once doubted it
not understanding how it connected me to my life.

I tried to turn it off and couldn’t.
I sought distraction to subvert it.
I made it stronger.

Alone, feeling a little cold and uncomfortable,
I relax into my humility with a deep breath,
at ease with my transformation.