The Collected Writings of Brian J. Mueller

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You Can't Rush Your Healing

Why resist this memory?
So I say,
Happy birthday old friend!
It’s been many years
since I last remembered
the day of your birth
with a word,
with a gift,
with a smile,
with anything other
than a clenched fist
and frozen jaw.

I surrendered several years ago.
Still my humble confession
makes no difference
to how you’ll celebrate,
or how you’ll remember
our years and experiences.

The past is gone.
Someone once told me,
“Forget it. Drive on.”
And so I did.
We both did.
And now we’re little more
than familiar strangers,
no longer welcoming
a chance encounter.

Yes,
Happy birthday old friend.
Today a page is turning
for the both of us.