The Collected Writings of Brian J. Mueller

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Silent People

There are some feelings
akin to my pain
I cannot touch.

It frightens me to think they are too near,
though that isn’t quite right.
It seems they are fading
into forgiveness as I let them go,
or that I never really knew them at all.

I have a tremendous capacity to feel.
Life gives me empathy and intuition
through which I often find myself
face to face with God.
And still I cannot see into the darkness.

There are feelings attached to people
I wish to bring closer.
Their silence is a fortress.

I step back.
Just naming pain
is like taking a drink from a fire hose.
We must drown a thousand times
before we learn to live under water.