The Collected Writings of Brian J. Mueller

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Overmatched

How I ever got fixated on you,
I can’t say for certain.
I write the words
and I know this is bullshit.
You were just the right mixture of pretty and sweet:
the perfect cocktail.
I drank, and drank, and drank.

I got sick.
What can I say?
I wanted more.
You didn’t have anything else behind the bar.
I got lousy.
I just wanted some water,
a moment of peace,
anything.
Instead you took it all away…
first the sweet drinks,
and then you to pour them.

Cold turkey wasn’t my choice.