The Collected Writings of Brian J. Mueller

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On the Lam

As a young man
I carried with me three noes:
no preconceptions,
no bad intentions,
and the belief I had no choice.

Today I still don’t know
who was doin’ all the sellin’,
but for the price of my soul
I was offered a predictable life,
with predictable highs,
predictable lows,
and maybe an easier exit than most.

My head kept me in the game,
but my heart made me a wanderer.
It also made me a wonderer,
made me a warrior,
made me a worrier,
and eventually made me wiser.

As it turns out,
the office park,
the big salary,
the beautiful wife
and the well-fed family
aren’t what they seem to be.

I could never reconcile
the life of an ordinary man
with his dull fantasies
and predictable problems.
Life seemed more throbbing;
passionate to grow and to expand
in creativity and consciousness.

I finally listened to the drum
within my beating heart,
then followed it
on the lam.