The Collected Writings of Brian J. Mueller

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No Longer a Need to Know

I’ve nowhere left to go,
and so comes an exhale
carried forth by a sigh,
followed by an unfocused stare
into that middle distance,
a liminal space of holding
where there is no knowing,
and more importantly,
no need to know.

It’s not that I’ve seen it all.
It’s that I couldn’t possibly hope to.
All the memories have flooded my senses
and swept me so far from shore
I can no longer identify the harbor.

Nothing is more real to me now
than the wave on which I’m floating.
I look back toward the land
where everything is vaguely familiar.
Then I turn calmly toward the sea
where the current is carrying me away.