Brian’sPoems

The Collected Writings of Brian J. Mueller

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Go to the Wilderness Within

God may be calling you
to the wilderness,
and not to the hilltop,
or to the odd-numbered floor
of a tower in Manhattan.

Do not doubt the truth
your salary demands you forget.
There is a robber’s feast in the shadows,
but nothing that would nourish you
like the light.

Only someone who hasn’t felt his smallness
would seek refuge in walled abundance,
with its easy orgasms
and echoing mirrors of narcissism.

Go to the wilderness within and without.
Travel deep into your heart of darkness.
Feel the presence of God
in the prickly fingers of your creeping fears.
Let the current of love
carry you deeper into your soul.

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