The Collected Writings of Brian J. Mueller

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Right Now

...is where I want my focus.

When I truly relax
I’m able to recall yesterday
with a little more perspective,
as if I’m reading the news.

Yesterday’s story begins
with a long and hot drive
through sweltering humidity
to join in my nephew’s party.
And while I’m there resisting
risking my neck in the bouncy-house,
eating cupcakes with blue icing,
and drinking too much bourbon beer
while bullshitting with the big boys,
until the evening came to rescue me
with some much-needed calm
right before bed.

All in all it was a good time,
one of the many thousands
I’ve been lucky to have,
and must now try to let go
to make room for more.

Today I need
all of the space available
within my head and my heart
for what’s happening right now.