Mud and Mystery
I feel desperate – or better described as despairing. I now look at the world with an awakened sadness. Bound to my teaching, I seek clear answers even as I struggle to gain perspective from which to see more clearly. There are no absolute answers, no rock foundations, only mud and mystery. Without certainty I’m reduced to my primordial essence. This liminal space is humbling, but I pray also a stepping stone into the heart space where I may begin to see the world through expanded senses, and to comprehend all the voices I once dismissed for speaking in frustrating riddles.
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