The Collected Writings of Brian J. Mueller

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Go Deep

...to find within you the stillness.

I feel like a wave
being pushed forward
by an invisible hand,
my swelling resistance
adding to the momentum
as I slowly rise and curl,
then crash headlong
back into myself.

Wave after wave
grows from within,
compelling me
into certain collision
with everything
water touches.

I am so tired
of the back and forth,
of the slow building
and the sudden ebbing
of my precious energy.

I just want to go deep
and lie low in the stillness.