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The Collected Writings of Brian J. Mueller

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Divine Witness

Augustine said,
God is closer to us
than we are to ourselves.*
And dammit if he wasn’t right!

I’ll never know
when I first encountered God,
but I’ll never forget our last meeting
to which I came wide awake.

It was a hot and humid summer night.
The air conditioner labored mightily.
I was lonely but more exhausted,
struggling to hold back
the changing tides of my life.

Awakened in the dark,
I closed my eyes
then saw a flash of light,
after which I saw no other light
for two whole years.

As I bumped around in the darkness
I discerned nothing but God.
Now I see anew
and am called to be
a divine witness.

*Confessions III, 6, 11.

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