The Collected Writings of Brian J. Mueller

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Death Song

The spring rain comes in buckets.
One drop is more than enough
to thoroughly soak everything.
I hear the rain’s heavy boots
thundering on my roof,
and I close my windows
lest I get all wet.

Rain or shine,
I wake acutely aware
of my fragile life,
which is then confirmed
by dire headlines
and by the futile means
we are all practicing,
just trying to hold
the precarious order together.

My daily struggles
point to my fear,
and my fear points
to a place on my back
I cannot reach.

There is a part of me
I am unable to see or touch,
the same place the rain finds easily,
which I will know too,
after my death.